January 11, 2012   708 notes

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January 10, 2012   3 notes

January 10th, 2012

I’m still visiting family in Nebraska. Its in the 50s today (extremely rare for January, and surprisingly warm) so I could go running today. I haven’t been doing anything. I’m pretty sure I’m back up to 140. When I get back home to Cali, I’m gonna get back to the gym and start hitting the pavement. I’m somewhat disappointed in myself, and yet still content for the most part.

What’s up? Talk to me! What’s going on in your lives?

December 29, 2011   135,176 notes

Reblog see what you get in your ask box.

theselenamarieganon:

thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg:

<3 = Im falling for you.

:) = I wanna cuddle up with you while watching disney films

;) = I like you a lot

:( = You should talk to me more.

:D = You’re sexy/beautiful/hot.

;O = I want to be tumblr best friends.

:P = I want you more than anything.

:K = Kiss me

:| = You annoy me

* = We need to make out!

<*3 = I want a tumblr relationship with you. 

omg. please. just one?

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December 29, 2011   1 note

Weighed in again today. 131.4

I’ve lost 3 or 4 lbs in the last week or two.

I can wear tight shirts and not feel uncomfortable.

My jeans are starting to get looser.

:-)

The fact that I am having a lot of anxiety won’t do anything but help me lose weight, because I stop feeling the need to eat when my brain is consumed…

December 28, 2011   1 note
Me and my sister

Me and my sister

December 28, 2011   163,651 notes

Send me the sign and I will do it.

December 28, 2011   3 notes

I bought an olive green wife beater type tank top from this store in the mall called vanity yesterday. It’s a small. And it looks amazing :-) I’m starting to feel very comfortable with my weight. Still have a far way to go before I’m totally satisfied.

December 27, 2011   4,663 notes
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December 25, 2011   1 note

:-D

It’s christmas! Sorry I havent updated in a while. I’ve been super busy. Weighed in today. 132. Been doin good. Can’t exercise much here due to cold and lack of room and time (I’m visiting family in Nebraska ) but I’m being very careful about what I eat. And I’ve been drinking lots of water.

I learned something about myself today. I love Indian accents. :-) and I kinda like them too!

December 19, 2011   297 notes

Someone told me that people with depression, disorders, a self harming addiction, and are suicidal are nothing but weak minded. Is that so? Have you seen hell? The hell we have to go through is something you will never understand unless you are fighting the battle along with us. Depression is a constant fight to not drown in our minds, self harm is a constant fight of strength to say no, anorexia and bulimia are a constant fight to not let the words win, and suicide is a constant fight to live. Our minds are dark, places you would never want to be in. There is no light for some of us, all we see is dark. We fight it alone, with no one but us and our minds. The things we have seen, have fought, have lost too are things that would kill you in seconds if you didn’t have the strength we do. Anyone that harms, is depressed, is suicidal, has an eating disorder are some of the strongest people you will ever meet.

bigtimeonedirection:

We have seen hell, we have lived in hell, we have fought hell.

Do not judge unless you have been through what we have.

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